maybe it’s me, maybe it’s you, or maybe it’s us. It seems like things aren’t able to work out anymore. There’s simply too much issues between us and there’re all unsolved, I guess we’ve both ran out of energy to fight for anything or try to work things out anymore thats why we’re just letting it die out.
on a side note, this stupid tumblr has too many bad memories so i guess i won’t be updating it anymore.
We mistake sex for romance. Guys are taught that pushing a girl up against a wall is romance. Sex is easy; you can do it with anyone, yourself, with batteries. Romance is when someone you like walks into a room and they take your breath away. Romance is when two people are dancing and they fit together perfectly. Romance is when two people are walking next to each other and all of a sudden they find themselves holding hands, and they don’t know how that happened. (John C. Moffi)
It’s one of those nights where nothing feels right and I’m just sick of everything and everyone around me. Sometimes I really hope that I’ll get into an accident and lose my memory so I can start life anew or escape to a place where no one knows me, but I guess that only happens in dramas.
What have I seen other than what the bottom looks like? Stuck somewhere between the gloom and the light When you’re working towards building back those broken boards You sometimes lose your footing You often find yourself putting off everyone while finding comfort in other songs To distract the fact that you’re actually disappearing I have no excuses that I can offer Just the hope that your forgiveness will hold back the water For what its worth… I’m sorry And at the end I swear I’m trying.
My first few weeks of January was great, been heading to timbre with my girlfriends during the weekends for some drinks and pizza. On a side note, I’m never ever gonna order Lychee Martini at any bar anymore. Vodka isn’t my thing.
Here are a couple of photos taken last year on different days during December, the most memorable month of the year. (Sadly, I’m not gonna disclose whatever that happened on my blog cause it’s too personal) 2011 had been really great but I think this year will be even better. It’s only been 9 days and everything has been smooth so far. I hope the rest of the year will be great! xx
I can’t believe its the last day of 2011 already, this year had been amazing, I’ve fallen in love, gotten my first tattoo, o level results, enrolled into poly, made some awesome friends, flew out of the country three times, went to universal studios, did stuff I have never thought I would do and many more which I’ve written down in my journal. I guess I’ve become much more mature except for the occasional throwing of tantrums. This year is also a little different as instead of going out to countdown or attend parties, I’ve decided to stay at home and play skyrim. Honesty, I feel that new year eve is just another ordinary day and I’m not in the mood to get out or even head to a bbq party. (is it a sign of growing up? hmm) Anyway, I’m glad to have fulfilled 8/10 of my 2011 resolutions, and as for 2012, I’ve already penned down a list of resolutions which I will be sharing on my tumblr tomorrow! It’s currently 11:47, which means a few more minutes to a new beginning. Happy new year in advance everyone! xx
My x’mas was great, although I didn’t really celebrate it. As you can see from these pictures, my boy gave me a pair of underground creepers for x’mas! It’s been on my wishlist since god knows when and its finally fulfilled! Thank you so much for the gift bby, also for being so observant <3. The other gift was from my parents. I didn’t expect them to buy me anything after spending almost 1k away. *feels guilty*. Besides these, I still have other presents which I have yet to give out and collect but I’m feeling so lazy to even go anywhere.